I think that fact that the EOYs are approaching has not dawned on me yet, despite the exam briefing and all.

I should really get to work, start mugging, and be the good student I have always wanted to be.
Lol, wait, did I say good student?
I am kidding. Fuck, does it look like I could ever make it to 'good student'?
If I were to continue lying to myself, then lol, this is not the end. In the midst of all the darkness, there will always be this ray of light, of hope.
-_- I think I am stupid. Who am I trying to kid?

I think my past has turned into an existence so vague and impossible, I don't even believe who I was.
Does it look like my parents once had faith in me?
Because lol, I am on the verge of getting chased out, and I think I have already crossed the line.


I don't try hard enough.



If this is incomprehensible, I am deeply sorry my English is simply not up to standard.
I just wanted to rant a little.